Dude... Really??? Sucks being you, eh? When you complete your FULL schedule, and you reflect on what you've accomplished, will you have whine before your cheese?..... Be proud of what you do. IF YOU CHOOSE to run a full schedule, Work, Do Drum Corps AND Fly across the country to do so, then regret it when you are doing it, then how does it satisfy you? It is your choice, and your path that YOU have chosen. Concentrate through it, Don't think too hard on it, Complete it, then reflect on it. Your young... continue to be so, and enjoy every minute of it. Preach when you have learned Brother! If you do not want to pay the dues to be a part of DCI, then don't! It's ok....WE WON"T MISS YOU! If you do, then go about it and be proud of it.... at all costs. You only have one chance! I do understand it is more expensive than what it was in my day, although so is the cost of milk.... Do you think you are the only "MUSIC MAJOR" doing this? think hard friend.... DC has gotten much more professional than when I marched. Your tryouts are harder, the shows much more sophisticated, and the difficulty way higher than when I marched..... and you will be saying the same thing I am 30 years from now. Work hard.....Play Hard.... Live Hard...... Remember the good times, and let go of the negatives!
Wish You Luck Brother!
jcat